Thursday, May 10, 2012

Power of prayer...really?

I'm a little skeptical on this one, but I'm not the one in charge. He is. God not my husband! lol

Instead of giving up, pray; stressed, pray. It's supposed to be the answer to all your needs. But it's very hard to pray for things to go right and then they still go another. You prayed you did the work, so why didn't it work out? I'd like to know a little more about the plan in place so I know I'm praying for the right things. Do I pray that I find a job and my bills get paid, I know I'll pray for my husband for work and school and for us to be happy, but what if by answering my prayers God takes him away from me. Isn't the whole point to save our marriage not pull us apart?

Not only that, I'm a little irked today. I talked about it last night, he doesn't have time to drive down here, but he's got time to go out last night and to Ihop with buddies today. But no time to come here.  Maybe I'm being sensitive or selfish but in addition to that we are a current paycheck to paycheck family. We're scrimping and saving to pay bills and he's out living it up. Yes he has to eat, and does have to relieve stress but  really this sucks...

I'm not feeling very talkative at the moment...Need to adjust my mood and come back. Talk to you soon.

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